Sunday, 4 March 2012

He, His and Him


9 o’clock in the evening was the call time of his party. I was feeling uneasy the whole day. I can’t pin point the reason of the uneasiness but I’ll try to remember some of the highlights of the party.

Three days before the D-day, he invited me to come to his “Thanksgiving Party”. I asked him what we should be thankful for? He said he was finally promoted as staff. That’s actually good news for him but not for me. Promotion for him means no movement for me but that doesn’t really bother me. He’s my mentor anyways.

I asked him if I could bring in some friends. With that I mean, I’m gonna invite Gracing and Matwa.  He actually doesn’t like Gracing that much. So I’m practically teasing him when I said that. To my surprise he agreed and what is shocking is..he even invited her personally.

Two days before, he invited me again and I refused. I said I’m gonna visit a friend in Guagua which is true but it’s not an urgent matter. I’m just enjoying see him act out and he’s really funny when he does that.

A day before, we didn’t talk that much cause he has some visitor in the unit. But when I’m about to go home he didn’t let me go until I said yes. To think of it, I shouldn’t be so conscious with all the attention he is giving me. I guess I can’t blame myself if I intentionally misinterpret what he says and he does.

When you like someone, you become less rational.

D-day came. It was just last night. I went to T’s house because we agreed that we will go together. I went there late afternoon. We watched some Glee episodes and talked about stuffs. She even had some diarrhea episodes, probably because she is really excited to see one person in the party who happens to be not present.

We arrived at the venue right on time. A saw him with his girls. He didn’t even say hi but I’m already used to it. We do that all the time. That night I was really on a drinking mode. I’ve been sober for quiet a while and I wasn’t able to drink it out the time I was stress. I tried all the cocktails he prepared I don’t care about the people. I was sort of researching so I can choose the best drink on Friday (Ex-Jalysis VNs Parteh).

Now, T observed that he is giving me all the prepared cocktails which is nothing to me. I realized it’s one way of getting my attention. I wanna recall all the quick conversation we had but I couldn’t cause I got a little bit tipsy but here are some.

He said, “makatats”. He means he was touched that we were present. T said my legs are smooth and supple. He said “patouch”. We were about to go home when he complemented about my figure. He said ‘’sexy napin eh”.

Those few words are enough to complete my night. I don't want too much of him..just enough is OK. I’m uncomfortable of him acting kind and everything but I appreciate it a lot. He’s not really like that with everyone. 

He’s an ass but he can be the best mentor. He’s a jerk but he will tell thing honestly. He’s sarcasm is through the roof but that’s his way to let you understand things easily. He can either ruin or make your day. He is one heck of an eccentric guy that people may hate and love at the same time.