I just watch a weird film titled "Crush and Blush". It was an unusual film but I was pulled in because of the story. A single loser teacher who is stalking her ex-teacher/married man. Not that I'm a loser but I find a piece of myself in the story. One, I'm single-no-boyfriend-since-birth girl. Second, I easily give meanings to what guys are expressing to me, which sucks. However, I realize that I was way better than the girl in the film.
I'm an empowered women, with high standards about guys. I'm smart and I'm looking for someone who will outsmart me. Mind you, not because I'm single means no one have attempted to court me. There are guys who express interest but they don't mean even a little because they didn't pass my qualifications. Well, I think I'm sounding too defensive, that's enough..
The reason I'm here is to share what I learn from the film and that is, "Don't dwell on your fantasies". Falling for the world you created is like giving up your sanity for nothing. Don't dwell in the past, see what the future holds. Don't get fixated with the good things that happened, look forward for the great things ahead. Yes, I'm pessimistic but seeing reality simply means that my sanity in pretty much intact and I'm ready to whatever life upholds.
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
Sunday, 16 May 2010
Off to the mountains
It's been a while since I updated this blog. I'm glad I'm here to evacuate some inner thoughts again. It's May, in few weeks I have to pack up my bags and go to Laguna. I have to go there since I don't like to render my service here. I don't what awaits me there but I'd like to keep my thoughts positive.
It's never been easy to start in a new place. Boy I got some bad memories about that but on one hand I think it's a good move. I would be far from my family, noise, and problems. It sounds too harsh but that's the truth anyways. I guess this is the perfect time to realize my favorite saying, "You'll never know what you have till it's gone."
As to my career, thanks for my dad I'd be able to continue my blogging and online activity as he's gonna lend me his laptop which he won over a lottery. It sounds pretty unbelievable but I'd rather not entertain my foolish thoughts, I know he got some reasons to made those all up. With less noise and much better weather, I predicted increase in productivity and enhanced quality with the job during my stay there. BTW, I'll be there for 6 months, so I'll be back my December. Well that's the big question is, weather I want to go home after my stay there.
It's never been easy to start in a new place. Boy I got some bad memories about that but on one hand I think it's a good move. I would be far from my family, noise, and problems. It sounds too harsh but that's the truth anyways. I guess this is the perfect time to realize my favorite saying, "You'll never know what you have till it's gone."
As to my career, thanks for my dad I'd be able to continue my blogging and online activity as he's gonna lend me his laptop which he won over a lottery. It sounds pretty unbelievable but I'd rather not entertain my foolish thoughts, I know he got some reasons to made those all up. With less noise and much better weather, I predicted increase in productivity and enhanced quality with the job during my stay there. BTW, I'll be there for 6 months, so I'll be back my December. Well that's the big question is, weather I want to go home after my stay there.
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