I woke up this morning early despite I went to bed super late. I'm glad that I still have the drive to face things as usual. Besides, life will never stop if I allow myself sink into sadness and depression.
I have to stand on my weakened feet and keep going, cause I'm literally on my own now.Not that I blame my friends but having friends taught me to be dependent. It's not a bad thing but like everything else too much dependency isn't good. I guess in these times, I got to attached, so the amount of affection I invested is equal to the pain I got caused by goodbyes.
It's rare to find someone who can fill up the space even if you feel full.I believe I learned a lesson about dependency before but I guess life lessons are ought to be revisited to remind me of the things I've missed or forgotten. I was independent before. I could make escape routes. I did know how to deal with things with plan A,B,C and even D. Now I have to get back to that old self quick. It's a must need. God bless me.
