QUIT, this is the top trending topic on my head right now.
Few days ago, one of my HD buddy- Tin just quit from the hospital where we work. I was extremely saddened by the fact that we won't be able to see each other often.
Tin is one of my founding support at the hospital, she taught me a lot of things that intelligent-acting people don't know. She is genuine, easy going and just..light. She might be causing trouble at times but I like her a lot. Her energy can light a room and her gloominess can also darken it up. Few people misunderstood her but I'll be always there to defend her.
She went to the unit one day cause I said I miss her. I was delighted to see her but to my surprise she delivered the news that she has resigned. I felt terribly sad. Thinking of her just a floor down from where I am felt like I'm secured and knowing that she is going far away is just...depressing.
I don't have much friends cause I value quality over quantity so I tend to break down when I loose one. I'm not really at my best condition right now. In fact, I'm at my worst. Probably, it's because of the hormones, or the people and situation I'm in right now, or maybe the artificial tooth I accidentally swallow this morning (urghhh!). I definitely need a BREAK before I reached the peak and just break down.
As of the moment, I lost the fire. That one thing the fuels me up every time I wake up in the morning and pushes me to bathe, to eat, walk and work. Given all of these roller coaster emotions, quitting isn't an option for me. I took it out from my dictionary from the time I learned how big my responsibilities are.
I prescribed myself with 2 days hospital break. DONE
