I feel like I was tricked and tested yesterday. After that boosting article about the "I'm smart thing", my guts was tested with a number of circumstances last night. When I look on the bigger picture I feel happy I got through it.
I realize it's not all about me but also with the people that surrounds me on duty. I came to the idea that I can't do things alone. I'll be safe from disappointments and frustrations if I'm going to be with the rude and lazy ones. Seriously, this is quite a revelation to me.
Yesterday was suppose to be a crazy night but I end up in a very good mood. I was with some of the most competent and helpful people in the floor and it was a blast. I hope I'll be with them more often cause they are really good to be with.
Yes, the introspection I did yesterday was awesome but if wasn't with these cool people last duty I would be probably down again. Seriously, they really gained my respect. Cheers to mam EU and sir Marki!
Today is my off and the next 4 duties ahead of me are expected to be gruesome and toxic. But I'll be the best that I can and help people as much as I can without having motives. It's good to be with some of the good guys in order to learn few simple but important things.
Thank you God for teaching me the valuable lessons of life.
