I was looking at the right side of this blog, particularly the months and the number of the posts I made. I noticed I missed June. It reminded me of how miserable I was the past month that I even forgot to update this blog.
Let me tell you about my June. June had been a horrible month for me. I don't even have one particular memory I felt happy, well except from the arrival of dad from overseas. But anyhow, June was a very rude month to me especially at my workplace.
I always wanted to prove myself to people on behalf of the people who are important to me . But I felt like I failed them a couple of times and I never done anything to make them proud. June was one of those moments when I just wanted to stop cause I was too ashamed of myself.
Good thing, with all the stupidity I committed, I'm still IR free. Anyone who works in the hospital doesn't want that on their record. God is definitely good to me.
Anyways, I got by just fine. It's July now and it started out just fine. I feel fine. I feel ok, just so-so. Now I'm keeping my fingers crossed with the things that are yet to come. I know God has plans and I trust him with all of my heart.
