I’m back.
I went home last 09/28, after a farewell party held at 818 paradise resort. A year ago, I would complain about how tired I 'am from doing minimal tasks. Now, even with no sleep at all, I still can walk and do crazy stuffs. Arrival time 6:16 to be exact, I’m at home.
Working in the hospital basically was the root of all the changes in me. I picked some helpful like mannerism like being an OC, competitiveness, and patience. I hope these behaviors stay coz they benefit me a lot. I want to work in a medical institution again to preserve this.
It’s been a week and I noticed consistency, almost. Perhaps with a little more focus and positive mindset I can make all things in me work.
However, this wouldn’t be easy. Those people I left are still doing the same habit and I can’t keep myself from thinking that I’ll give up sooner and later. Worst, be back from the old gruesome me. That would be awful.
