Worn by Tenth Avenue North
I've been listening to Tenth Avenue North these past few months and I'm loving what I'm hearing. Every song has a story and it touches a lot of scenes of life. Now, here comes this song that I though I would never like. The first time I heard this I had this misconception that it's a tiring song. I didn't bother to know the story behind it. The title made me decide to stay out of it or I might get infected. Then this came, one moment when I felt like I'm losing it. I'm losing the "grip"..the "fire". Things are falling inside my walls and no one cares cause no one knows.
I'm worn. I'm tired. I want to sleep and escape reality. I think I'm no longer capable. I think I'm no longer needed. I think I'm less than what I'm suppose to be. I feel inferior. I feel like I'm letting everyone down. With all of these, I'm letting myself down. I don't know where I dropped the passion.
However, one thing is for sure. I don't want to stay on this pit. I'am God's princess. I'm a soldier. Soldiers get injured, treated and recuperates. Yes, I'm injured but I believe in God. The only thing that keeps me going is the faith that He is watching over me. He never goes far, in fact, I'm the one who is drifting afar and I need to come back. He will redeem me from my troubles.
I'll pray in the toughest hours. I believe He'll listen.
