Saturday, 11 January 2014

A letter to My conscience

Hi rapsville!

I heard you're gonna quit your job? You sure?

I guess my conscience is asking me dearly. Yes. I will quit this awesome job I have. I will stop seeing the people I learned to love. The people who taught me how to live. The people who showed me the different meaning of life. The people who helped me meet my humanity. I felt a slight goosebumps when I wrote that but that's how I really feel. 

I feel a slight sting in my chest when I think about resigning. Well, not everything is perfect in that place, it has a lot flaws. Bullying is one. I think I'm a victim too and I can't stand it any longer. This is the main reason why I'm leaving. Second to low pay. I'm in pain I don't deserve. How can someone hurt me like this when I all I do is exert my best effort to deliver the best service I can render. Unfair, that's why I'm leaving.

I will get away with those who hurt me and will find a safe refuge with strangers. 

I'm trying to convince myself that I made the right decision. This is not only for myself. I want to do something for my family. I want to help. I want to be a significant entity like everyone expected me to be. One way to do that is to MOVE. Move far, develop independence and in the long run meet new challenges and GROW.