I missed work today. In fact, I reasoned out so I can absent. There's a lot of things happening right now but I'm no longer lost like before. I can manage the stress and I'm getting used to it more and more. I guess that's a normal cycle of life. I can't say that I totally adjusted but I'm halfway there. Probably, the inner me doesn't want to accept cause it's too idealistic.
I seldom update my blog but out of the blue I realize this is the memoir of my life and years after it would be nice to look at something, remember things and just smile. For me it is one of life's hidden treasure.
Today looks like just another day but it isn't. I would no longer be with some people I've been around for months. I was left out for the second time. I feel sad when these things happen. But I keep on thinking that it is time for them to grow and learn to stand on their own. It would be hard at first but eventually they will make it.
We went out yesterday to celebrate their exodus. It is a good night except for my annoying cough! My sinuses were clogged and my head is throbbing. Now they thought I isolate myself much. If they only know how aweful and embarrassed I feel yesterday. Now, I decided to take a day off so I can fully recover and get rid of this embarrassing cough.
Seven days from now, I'll get a year older. I can feel that things will get serious now that I'm freaking 25. I've lived the quarter of my life in vain and this is the time to put meaning in my life for my own and for the people around me.
It's time.
