I've always been a minimalist when it comes to my decision. Unconsciously, I've been avoiding decisions. I guess, not making one will give me less responsibility of the things that will happen in the future. Is that a sign of being a coward or being a smart person?
I've been through major decisions in my life and I never resorted to a risky one. I think hundred times before I say yes, before I say no. I always choose the safe one. I set aside my self in making a judgment. I don't care if I will get hurt cause it will heal anyways. I just don't want to make other people hurt because of me. At least the person who matters to me. The rest doesn't matter.
To make me feel better and to make the pain go away fast. I rationalize, just like I did for a guy who likes me but I couldn't like him back though I feel that way. Nonetheless, I got over him and after few years, I realized that my decision to set aside my happiness is the right thing.
I know that whatever move I made today wouldn't be a regret tomorrow.
